Wordless Wednesday :my favorite picture...as of now

We've been sick....

 for forever now, & it doesn't seem to be letting up! We don't have the pukey, body aches kinda sick but we have the head congestion, runny nose, coughing, can't breathe kind. blah. And it's here for the long haul, obviously.

I don't deal well with Carson being sick. I constantly feel like his cough is getting worse & he is inching closer to progressing into croup or rsv. Plus, I have t.e.r.r.i.b.l.e anxiety since I had Carse, and it is mostly around health issues. Not health issues you can control but ones you can't, like blood clots, throat closing up from allergies, chest pains, & brain aneurysms. I know I sound crazy & I hate that I let my mind wonder far enough for me to actually consider that I have any of them, but I do & it is something I'm working on. So, as you can imagine hearing my baby cough in the middle of the night, is well, its getting to me. GO AWAY nasty cold!

So my friends, this is me apologizing for not posting in 4ever. i sorry =)

motivation...where are you?

So, I've basically been on my weight loss journey for over  two years now.{started in January '09}And I have to say after losing 50 lbs., getting pregnant, gaining it all back, plus some, now losing 54lbs. again. I'M TIRED OF WAITING! I'm tired of waiting to look better, feel better, feel more confident about ME.

I try to tell myself that it's a journey and even though it may be slow coming off, I will lose this weight if I just keep at it. But I have to say, it doesn't encourage me. not really. I still have 60 lbs. to lose to be at my goal weight! I wish it would just disappear. {wouldn't that be awesome?}

Alas, it is still there staring me back in the face every time I look at myself in my unmentionables in the mirror before I get dressed each day. FAT. a big ol blob of post baby, post c-section, giggly, fat.


 I know it would melt off and I would tone up if I worked out, but there is ZERO motivation there. ZIP, NOTTA, NONE.......

So today I am telling myself that every day when C-man goes down for his nap, I am going to try WILL get off my arse & workout! Hopefully, motivation will find me in that moment when I want to skip out.Come on motivation, I'm countin on you!!!

In weight watchers you pick a goal for the week & this is my goal. I will be letting you know how I did at the end of the week. fingers crossed friends =)

"Friends with Benefits"

I saw the trailer for "Friends with Benefits" this morning & Oh Ma Ga, can Justin Timberlake be any sexier?!

Looks like I'll be making my hubby spend our "seven year anniversary since our first date" taking me to see my fantasy man on the big screen. Don't worry Justin baby, I'll be seeing you soon ;)




July 2nd cannot come fast enough!!!!!!

Today...

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I took a relaxing bath while Carson took a nap....

And it was GLORIOUS!

baby got crack...

Best thing about two piece pj's....tiny baby butt crack =)

Counting my blessings

After this morning's  devastating news of the 8.9 magnitude earthquake & following tsunami, I am counting my blessings. My heart is aching for all who were involved in these tragic happenings & their families elsewhere who are left to worry about them. Please pray for them.