Sunday, March 20, 2011

motivation...where are you?

So, I've basically been on my weight loss journey for over  two years now.{started in January '09}And I have to say after losing 50 lbs., getting pregnant, gaining it all back, plus some, now losing 54lbs. again. I'M TIRED OF WAITING! I'm tired of waiting to look better, feel better, feel more confident about ME.

I try to tell myself that it's a journey and even though it may be slow coming off, I will lose this weight if I just keep at it. But I have to say, it doesn't encourage me. not really. I still have 60 lbs. to lose to be at my goal weight! I wish it would just disappear. {wouldn't that be awesome?}

Alas, it is still there staring me back in the face every time I look at myself in my unmentionables in the mirror before I get dressed each day. FAT. a big ol blob of post baby, post c-section, giggly, fat.


 I know it would melt off and I would tone up if I worked out, but there is ZERO motivation there. ZIP, NOTTA, NONE.......

So today I am telling myself that every day when C-man goes down for his nap, I am going to try WILL get off my arse & workout! Hopefully, motivation will find me in that moment when I want to skip out.Come on motivation, I'm countin on you!!!

In weight watchers you pick a goal for the week & this is my goal. I will be letting you know how I did at the end of the week. fingers crossed friends =)

3 comments:

  1. It is hard. I totally get this post! Hang in there and good luck

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  3. I do the same exact thing! its horrible, I hate it, but oh well us women have lots to do, can't blame us!

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